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Am I being punished

Dead is my body..
Something like the walking zombies that we see on tv…
Walking threw life with nothing..no soul, no emotions, no ambitions just anger, pain and deadly thoughts. Fantasy thoughts are my only joy..wishing for something that I’ve never had..missing and waiting to meet my dad. My life has appeared to be a cruel joke that someone is cracking up at daily. Pain is all I’ve ever known..vicious thoughts of what them men did to me..i can still smell him and feel his force..no where to turn and surely no where to hide. Never known true happiness only pain and sadness..its a wonder I’m still here..looking at nothing but black..darkness negativity..i gotta son incarcerated for the next 30/50 years its fucked up..I’ve been incarcerated in my mind all my life.locked up locked up like i committed a crime when in reality my only mistake was being born…

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About Shadowluvr2

hey there I am happy to say I am a published author I have a new book out called Black to Light Poetry it's a book based on recovery, bisexuality, love and so much more I have four great-grandchildren, four adult children and I'm just here to live my life. in a more positive way than I used to lol it's time to take better care of ourselves these days..Welcome all!! If you like poetry order my book now I think you'll enjoy https://www.createspace.com/4342151

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